At times I wonder how would life be without me. I know pain wouldn’t exist because I would finally be at rest. And the burdens in everyone will be lifted . I pray to god to take me away sometimes …. But im still here. And my purpose in this life is something great. I just wish I felt like I mattered or that someone loved me for me. That I was told I was beautiful and that they care. But all I can do is jus fight and see where this road takes me.